I’ve never had a real first kiss before. No one knows, and I’m so embarrassed about it. I’m eighteen, and I got to college without ever being kissed. But I’m not some weird, nerdy kid or anything. I’m decently outgoing, I have plenty of friends, not overweight or insanely thin; I’m average. I just…missed the whole regular ‘first kiss’ bracket and I’m terrified that when I kiss someone, they’ll know. I’ll be completely awful, and they’ll know I’ve never kissed anyone before, and they’ll tell everyone, and I’ll want to die. Silly drunken kisses aren’t as intimidating, since they probably won’t remember it anyway. I’m just so scared to look stupid, and it’s ruining my life.