16941.) I’m not really sure if he’s still into me. He liked me five years ago in middle school, and I knew it because I overheard him and his friend. I was a quiet girl. I didn’t and still don’t have that many friends. Until now, I’m still that same quiet, shy girl. I always wondered that maybe he still had a crush on me in high school because I would always catch him looking at me in the hallways, but we never said a word to each other. Maybe he tried to talk to me but he was too shy to approach me, maybe because I looked scared. Maybe he tried to find out who my friends were so he could get to know more about me. Unfortunately, I only have like three friends, and we’re all pretty much outcasts. We’re nobodies in school. We don’t have any social media; I only have tumblr, which my friends don’t know about, and a secret Instagram where I only follow celebrities, so there’s no way to contact me unless he somehow gets my phone number. Maybe he tried, but I was too afraid. When I had Facebook in the beginning of high school, he added me, but I soon deleted my Facebook. Then he added my brother, but my brother rejected his friend request because he doesn’t add people he’s not friends with. I just suck at everything. I hate myself. I could’ve possibly had a love story there, but I ruined it because of my shyness. I’m still shy, but I can’t help it. Now that I’m in college, I hope I’ll take more chances. I don’t have a crush on him, but he’s not bad-looking, and he seems really nice. I know we’re definitely not going to the same college, but if our paths will cross again, and if he somehow still shows that he likes me, I’ll give him a chance. If only.